Hello nicky just stopping by to let you know I am still here thinking of you and missing you as always darling, I hope you are up there and reading my notes I write on here.I can not turn back the hands of time but I wish I had taken the time to know you more better the kids talk about their uncle nicky mercedes asked if she caould go and see you in the hospital I explained to her her that when we saw you last at the hospital in tooting you had already passed to jesus's home, but she still insisted we go there as she believed you will always be there, it breaks me inside over and over when I think that my family member has passed away, I am sorry you had such a low low poor quality of life nicky, I should of done so much more to help you brother. I had a very dear friend pass away a few days ago he dropped down at his place of work can you believe all the angels are coming up to jesus nick lol. Tke care of yourself nicky and my friend Hugo , your daddy and grandad harry who we love you all just the same. please keep an extra eye on robert he needs a little guidance from you nicky, protect mum and ralph pls also and the rest of the family, I wish I had some photos of you to put up here but only have the one love. I pray that you are at peace and suffer no more pain or drugs.I think of you very often sweetheart,a gap will always remain now you have gone away, an ache that never goes away the sorrow is too much to bear sometimes If I am honest, but I will remain strong for my children your neices and nephews. talk to you again soon love you nick, your sister kymmy and kidsxx